Sunday, September 30, 2007

what is loneliness

i don't know what makes some days better than others.
sometimes i'm able to deal with the fact that i'm alone
(but those time i don't ever remember or look back on because they aren't memorable)
it's the times when my feelings of loneliness are so intense that i can hardly focus or function that grab hold me me and my memories.


am i really alone?

i think so.


right now i'm dealing with it.
i'm not overcome with
any strong emotions.
what makes right now different than a time when i might feel excruciatingly empty?

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