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i just realized why it's so hard for me to be open with you.

it's because i let him see how i tick.

and he hurt me.

No Regrets

i like you, i don't regret anything that we have done...

but i do want to let you know what else i'm thinking.

i don't date a lot, i'm pretty picky with who i date and even more so with people who i get physical with. i have to be honest... i haven't gone this far with many guys before.

this is all happening so fast. 

i don't even know how you really feel about me. i know you tell me that you like me, but that doesn't tell me much. i'm not trying to initiate a "dtr", or saying that we need to truly define anything... but also i don't know if i can continue being as intimate as we've been with someone who still introduces me as their "friend". i don't mind that you do, we've only been hanging out for a little over two weeks for goodness sakes... but also we've seen each other just about every day for these two weeks, and like i said i've already gone farther with you than i have with a lot of guys. i like you, i hope that's obvious. 

i do think we should slow down though.

i completely agree with what you said yesterday. 

there's no rush.

i know this is going to sound really stupid, but our fb profile's both say single. not that i think of you as my boyfriend, but i can't continue on like we've been if you still think of yourself as single. it's fine if you do, i just need to know what you're thinking about me... about this... about whatever this is that we're doing.

now all i need is get up the cojones to talk to you about it.